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| It's Been A While |
[29 Sep 2009|08:07pm] |
Sitting at my apartment listening to the washer AND dryer go right now. It's been a smooth transition since the move. Some boxes out on the balcony still - that's alright with me. Moving things around in storage as been annoying and it gets me all sweaty - not a good look. It's cooling down (I hope) so that should get done soon.
I was worried about money when I decided to make the move - and I made the decision at the right time. I've only been moved out for about 1.5 months now and have since been promoted twice. Well, I guess you can say 1.5. The supervisor I was going to be under has left and the two teams are left now without a supe. I step in for one team... for the mean time. I don't really know what is going to happen except for the fact that I have been working 10 hour days and pay day will be FABULOUS.
Honestly - I'm looking forward to the responsibility of managing a team BUT I'm not looking forward to the added responsibilities and stress. I know, they wouldn't ask me to do it if they did not think I could handle it. Just wasn't expecting this to happen so fast.
Still waiting for my stupid side table to arrive - I ordered it a month ago and none of the idiots decided to let me know it was on backorder. It's currently at FedEX waiting for me to pick it up.
I'm exhausted right now and feel like a fat cow, so I'm going to go lay in bed and try to think skinny thoughts.
XOXO
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[02 Jun 2009|07:36am] |
Nothing in life is certain (I can't get over how corny and cliche this sounds). I guess that's why you have to take opportunities or make decisions regardless what kind of risk you think may be involved.
I've been struggling with the thought of moving out for the past two years. 1.5 years ago I was supposed to move out and I didn't. I know a lot of you may think that is GREAT because I didn't have to start paying rent, water/gas/electric bills... but to me it's really disappointing. I don't have a place I can call my own. I don't have a place I can just throw shit wherever I want when I want and then clean it up later, WHEN I WANT.
Now that I have Molly it feels even harder. I need somewhere that we can both call HOME. Somewhere that she can have her own little area to be in when I'm gone at work. I think that since I can't give her consistancy ALL the time it's making her crazy.
I've been giving it a lot of consideration and although I'll have near to no money, I'm going to do it.
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| Dan Mazin |
[15 Dec 2008|11:05pm] |
I just wanted to make a post about my friend Dan. Probably one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life. I can't believe that from Magic Fest 02 (?) till now I can still call him a friend. The reason why I want to point this out is because this girl is now clearly a bitch, whom he stopped speaking to a year ago because her boyfriend got weird about their friendship. Out of respect of her boyfriend he stopped talking to her to not cross the line. GOD! Out of respect to their relationship he also didnt tell her how he felt about her. I wish that everyone could embody both of these? I'm not asking for lines to be cut off completely but the respect part, is what I'm talking about.
Not only is that the reason why Dan is an awesome person but because he always listens to me complain about stupid shit and is hilarious and probably one of the most knowledgeable people I know. He has honestly helped me become more of a REASONABLE level headed person. I think Dan and I go on months without talking-but something will spur a text and it's like we haven't stopped talking. He's like, my big brother that I didn't have who can only give me brotherly advice or complain to me about big brother things via text.
Dan! You're not a homo.
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| christmas |
[15 Dec 2008|09:42pm] |
I am practically finished Xmas shopping... except I need to get Timmy's uncle one more thing.
I HATE wrapping presents. It's one of the things I do not look forward to. I hate the whole idea of it and hate the idea that I can't get away with putting everything in bags. I think my least favorite is how much I get made fun of for my terrible wrapping. I feel like for how OCD I am and how much I like things to be perfect... the presents I wrap would be like... absolutely perf.
I also hate how icy cold it feels when you get out of a steaming hot shower.
I know what it feels like to not be scared to open my mouth (and I mean like, to discuss). eh. Don't really wanna elaborate anymore.
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[14 Dec 2008|11:41am] |
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| iphone |
[10 Dec 2008|12:24am] |
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Well I guess I can update more now that there's an app avail for the iPhone?
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[24 Nov 2008|08:02pm] |
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i dont know who you are anymore. i cant talk to you because you wont txt me back. i dont call you anymore because i know its a wasted effort. im happy for you and what youre going to do... but i miss you as my friend. im still here for you, regardless. love you.
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| Daily Puppy |
[20 Nov 2008|09:49pm] |
I've been obsessed with the Daily Puppy for the past... I don't know. Several months? Well, they've got a video section with a live feed of Shiba Inu puppies. I'm not going to lie, I watch it for atleast a few minutes plus or minus a lot more... every day.
I caught two of them asleep in the 69. See em?!
HILARious.
Anything new... not really. I've been making a lot of my posts as private. Christmas is coming up and I'm sort of stressed about it because I'm honestly trying to get rid of my debt but then Diamond will do something like come out with this new luggage bag or MOB will come out with their Winter line... or someone has a sale. Christmas is like a month away and I haven't even thought about presents yet. I better start. Paying off my debt might get put off for a little while.
I want a puppy really bad. A miniature dapple dachshund. I found one that I want really bad but unfortunately I can't have one in the house and I can't have one at the condo. Timmy and I are looking for places every now and then but I am not too sure it will happen in the near future. I think a lot needs to happen for both of us before we can commit to our own place. I'm trying to find another job because my current one is driving me up the wall. I guess that's alright as I'm due for a new one soon. I've been with MiniMed for over 1.5 years. Weird. I need something that gives me more variety during the day because sitting at a desk is NOT for me.
I've been really tired of fucking driving to Oxnard/Ventura. Fridays used to be my favorite day of the week but lately it's been my least favorite besides Monday. Friday is: wake up at 5am, work 8-9hrs, drive home (30 min), pack my shit, drive about an hour in traffic to make it to the softball games. I'm worn out... exhausted... and feel frustrated. I know I've made it obvious in my mannerisms which I don't mean to do, but I got to my breaking point (I guess you can say) and talked to T about it. I've just come to the fact that I'm not going to rush around anymore to make it to his games because... why? Not that I don't want to be there but I forgot what it feels like to have a relaxing Friday. I think what it is, on top of packing every weekend, is softball season and being hungry when its 8pm and having to wait. When I'm hungry I'm going to eat and not wait anymore. If I'm tired I'm going to go home and sleep. He definitely understands where I'm coming from - and though it may not seem a big deal to any of you, it is to me because come Monday I have to drive 45min+ to work at 5:30am, work, come home, and unpack. There is always some sort of luggage item, tote, or whatever... on my bedroom floor. My shit is always packed, I live out of bags. My make up doesnt get to stay in my make up drawer. My jewelry has to stay in a bag. When I run out of hair stuff or make up remover or face wash... I have to buy two. One for home and one for the condo. Obviously it's convenient because I pack half as much as I used to... but. It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make to be out there on the weekend - and talking to him about it really made me feel better. I guess my issue is that I wasn't able to get anything back in return as I was the one who always made the effort to come out there. So, Tuesday night is date night in Moorpark.
I've been really happy for the past week, except not being able to have a dog. Hating my job can be put on the back burner because I can't complain about having a job while our economy is how it is. So I'll be grateful.
On a personal note: I don't want to be a hateful person so I've been trying to be a lot nicer.
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| Prop 8 |
[12 Nov 2008|08:27pm] |
Keith Olbermann makes a lot of really good points (for all the fucking idiots out there) and actually says some things I didn't know.
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[30 Oct 2008|08:58pm] |
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i havent colored my hair with boxed color from the supermarket in YEARS. so i decided to, tonight. not sure how i feel.
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[01 Oct 2008|11:50pm] |
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[27 Aug 2008|08:06pm] |
this is freaking killing mE!!!
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[02 Jul 2008|09:32pm] |
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im bored of the internet.
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[28 May 2008|07:42pm] |
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[05 May 2008|04:21pm] |
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sometimes i forget how it feels to be 100% happy.
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| news |
[08 Apr 2008|12:22am] |
my life:
-i read 2 different cupcake blogs and i don't even bake. i can barely bake. okay, i can't bake.
-san francisco and fake money are a bad combination.
-this weekend being the longest one ever.
-it is near 12:30am and i need to wake up in less than 5 hours to go to work. then i need to go to the gym and work out for atleast 2 hours, go home and get ready, then stay up till probably 3am going out with people at work.
-almost ran into a glass wall last week really hard.
-not believing that memphis lost to kansas.
-lateral sundays
-date nights with heather
what makes me smile:
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[27 Mar 2008|11:38pm] |
For some reason I just RANDOMLY remembered a time (like more than a few years ago) where I had posted an entry along the lines of, "I feel like dying/sick to my stomach" and some fucking bitch thought it was because she was hanging out with my ex boyfriend. People are idiots.
Thanks for the chuckle.
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